... where did everyone go?

[windandwater]

Went to Circuit City and came back, as my ovaries are saying "RAAAAAAAAAAWR" very loudly and it's rather painful and sitracting. Currently munching on french bread pizza. I passed my parents on JFK, and later called them when I got to Circuit City, since someone called my cell but I didn't recognize the number.

Anyway, Circuit City FINALLY had the ink/paper cartridge thingies we need for the photo printer we have (got it with mom's digital camera), so I called to get the printer model number from her. Luckily, I managed to talk to a sales person since the rack was empty but the price label was still there. There were more of the ink/paper sets in another aisle and I snatched up the next to last one. Whoo! \o/ Also got 300 and the special postcards. Hahaha.

But once I got home, my parents were gone again. >_>;; Hmph.

Now I'm going to eat, digest, hope it doesn't all come back up, and then see if I can get on Trickster, since the wireless is working right now. Wish me luck.

Comments

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he tangles his hand in your shirt, standing nearly on his toes so he can enjoy this kiss, his tongue tangling with yours; this is quite awesome and would be better if you weren't so tall*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*belatedly realizes you're on your toes and comes lower, then lower still until he's kneeling, guiding you down with him so that you can both do this comfortably, never breaking the kiss*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he bullies you further, so you're sitting, then makes himself comfortable by straddling your lap, his lips never leaving yours the whole time*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*feels his face burn hotly at sitting with you like this, unsure where to put his hands before settling them lightly on your hips, trying to keep up with your kiss*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*this gets better every second, and he kisses you a bit harder, his tongue flipping up to tease you palate as he rocks a little in your lap*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*makes a soft sound in the back of his throat, his hands tightening a little on your hips, but still doesn't submit, still trying to match your tongue move for move, learning*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*you dueling with him just turns him on even more, and he squirms happily, opening his mouth wider for you and inviting you in*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*does his best to mimic the way you kissed him, starting to grow the smallest bit aroused at how enthusiastic you are, though it's probably not noticeable in his pants*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*that's a shame because he's very interested in the thing you have in your pants, so make it more noticable! isn't he wiggling nicely in your lap?*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*the wiggling is helping somewhat, but it's hard for him to get it working properly when he still feels guilty for what he did to you, even more so because he likes you*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*still feeling guilty even when he gets his hands under your shirt and starts stroking his fingers across the bare skin of your back?*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*it's not something that's ever going to fully go away, but your touch is certainly a nice little distraction!*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*that's okay, he's just gonna wrap his arms around your middle then, as he pulls back from the kiss with a smile, and snuggle against you*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*focuses on your chin, feeling like he can't meet your eyes*

I know you want... more. I... I don't want to be like I was before. I don't know how to give you what you want.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... it's okay. You don't have to give me more.

*snuggles up some more and rsts his head on your shoulders because he just wants to be held a little bit, and feel small*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*wraps his arms around you in a warm hug, because it seems like the right thing to do*

You deserve to be happy. I wish I could do that for you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*oh he likes that very much because you're very warm and this feels rather nice and comfortable*

I don't think I'll ever be happy. I mean, I'm happy. I've never been so happy in my life, now that I'm living here, with my family. But I always fuck things up.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*squeezes you a little*

...everyone makes mistakes. Your family... I'm sure they'd do their best to talk about this with you, to see that you're happy, too. I can't imagine how it must feel... to have someone who wants you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... no one wants me. I'm just good to have around.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

That can't be true. I've seen how the other boys look at you. Especially the one who looks like you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*shakes his head*

... if I wasn't here... if I'd never come back... who would miss me? No one would. I could... disappear and everyone would be happier. No one needs a thing like me around.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

But you did come back... Doesn't that make all the difference? You made a new life with them. I can't believe they wouldn't want you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... does it?

*buries his face against your chest, hiding away*

It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. They'll wake up and leave me behind. Everyone does.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

I think it does. If you hadn't come back, you wouldn't have had a chance of getting a family that loves you.

*runs his fingers through your hair, trying to keep you calm*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... at least if I didn't come back, I'd be in Kingdom Hearts. At least I knew I belonged there. It felt warm and safe.