Emo emo go away...
Jun. 2nd, 2006 03:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
windandwaterWhen I woke up, I hated the whole world. Okay, hated is a strong word. I felt severely dispassionate. And now that has petered out and I just feel kinda apathetic and... nihilistic. Wait. That's not the right word either. Maybe ennui is better. I don't know.
I had some chocolate, but it didn't help. Maybe it's the weather. It's hot out (yay air conditioning) and that means I can't bake, and I have a box of brownie mix in the cupboard. Maybe it's just going through another one of my downswings. I'm going to hate the rest of summer, I think. I don't wanna study. Again.
... I really really need to stop doing this to myself.
I might spam tonight, if I can pull out of my funk. I know I was tagged for memes that I haven't done yet, and I want to try and write about happy things. And... I know I owe alot of people drabbles. I fail at timeliness.
EDIT...
I need to fix my mood theme and post fics to my ficjournal, too.
I had some chocolate, but it didn't help. Maybe it's the weather. It's hot out (yay air conditioning) and that means I can't bake, and I have a box of brownie mix in the cupboard. Maybe it's just going through another one of my downswings. I'm going to hate the rest of summer, I think. I don't wanna study. Again.
... I really really need to stop doing this to myself.
I might spam tonight, if I can pull out of my funk. I know I was tagged for memes that I haven't done yet, and I want to try and write about happy things. And... I know I owe alot of people drabbles. I fail at timeliness.
EDIT...
I need to fix my mood theme and post fics to my ficjournal, too.
