Goodbye LJ...
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windandwaterThis is just to make it official for those who don't know, but I'm leaving LJ completely. For the rest of this week at least. Tomorrow is the Bar Exam and it runs for three days, so don't expect to see me about at all until Thursday night. Or even until the weekend since I plan on spending Thursday after the Bar drunk and crying. No online time for me at all. *whines* It will be hard, but I know I can do it.
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
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Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:12 am (UTC)The first impression to greet him on waking was one of comfort. He was somewhere warm, and soft. Dim reddish light flickered against his closed eyelids, and the faint scent of anise and spice hung in the air.
The second was the realization that he couldn't move, and that discovery jolted him back to wakefulness with a startled lurch. What the Hell?
His eyes snapped open, vision still blurry from the lingering aftereffects of the drug -- the drug! Why in God's name would Heero drug him? Half-holding his breath, he groggily took an inventory -- everything seemed to be in order, except for some rapidly-fading sleepiness. He was lying on his back on the bed they shared, his arms stretched out above him. Experimentally, he tugged on them, only to have his wrists come up against something soft and unyielding. Craning his neck around, Duo managed to get an upside-down glimpse of the headboard; he recognized the padded handcuffs Quatre and dumped off on them. The latch mechanism was nowhere near his fingers.
Tied to the bed, and completely naked. Duo swallowed nervously.
A shadowy figure moved, towards the foot of the bed and off to one side. Duo looked over in time to see his lover's face, flaring into illumination from another candle. Heero set the candle down on the shelf with the others, and turned back to the bed. "You're awake," he observed quietly.
Duo stared at his lover, trying to figure things out. Heero never quite shed the old habits of the war; even underneath the jeans he had taken to wearing, he always kept the spandex shorts. He was wearing these now, but nothing else, and it was from him that the musky-sweet scent was originating. Duo swallowed again, though not from fear this time. Christ, nobody had the right to be that gorgeous! In the candlelight, his slightly bronzed skin nearly glowed, and the shadows that fell across his face and body as he moved -- slender body and graceful limbs, the well-defined muscles promising such strength... Duo shifted uneasily on the bed. Heero was always beautiful, but in the candlelight he radiated an air of sensuality so powerful that Duo found himself incredibly aroused. And bound as he was, he had no way of hiding it. "Heero, what's goin' on?" he asked, his voice cracking despite his best efforts.
Instead of replying, Heero slid onto the bed beside Duo, turning sideways to stare at the other boy for a long moment. Idly, he reached out and trailed the fingers of one hand along Duo's collarbone; Duo had to fight to stifle a gasp at the electric sensation that slight touch sent along his skin. Heero leaned closer, as though fascinated by his lover's expression, and pressed his palm a little deeper on Duo's chest. Duo shivered, and shut his eyes.
Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:12 am (UTC)He opened them gain, though, when Heero spoke at last. "I can't use words," Wing's pilot said softly, sadly. "But even if I could make words that shape how I feel, I couldn't make you believe in them. So I'm going to show you, instead." His hand slid behind Duo's head and pulled his braid around, easing the elastic off the end. He draped Duo's hair across his chest and stroked it free of the braid, feeling the heat of the smooth skin under the soft silky hair. "Show you, in a way that you can't make yourself doubt."
"Sh...show me?" Duo stuttered, completely distracted by the gentle caress. The long strands of hair draping over his skin seemed to capture and magnify the heat of Heero's hands, and the room seemed suddenly much too warm.
"I have been reexamining the events of the past few months," Heero told him int he methodical tone of a soldier. "Now that I knew what to look for, I easily recognize a pattern. You have been neglecting yourself in order to pay attention to me." His fingers trailed along Duo's side, coming to rest just below his ribcage. Duo caught his breath, and Heero felt the twitch under his hand. "Since we became lovers, I can clearly recall at least seventeen different occasions on which you were so intent on giving me pleasure that you did not yourself achieve climax."
Duo blanched. "You... I didn't think you'd noticed!"
"I hadn't," Heero admitted, and his voice had lost the clinical detachment. "An oversight on my part, which I plan to correct."
A sinking feeling invaded Duo's stomach; he got the distinct feeling that he was in trouble. But he couldn't stop himself from asking, "Correct how?"
The smirk that passed over Heero's face could be described only as pure mischief. "I intend to make up for the seventeen missed occasions tonight."
"ALL of them?" Duo yelped, suddenly panicked. "Heero, you've gotta be out of your fuckin' mind!"
"No, but by the time I'm finished, you may be." Smirking evilly, Heero moved his hand down to Duo's groin and firmly stroked along his arousal.
Duo's eyes squeezed shut as his back arched up off the bed. "Damn it, Heero... ahhhh... this isn't funny!"
"It's not meant to be," Heero said; delighted by the response, he repeated the motion, and Duo's hands jangled against the cuffs.
"I'm... nnggh!... I'm serious about this, Heero! Ya can't just... tie me to the bed without askin' and expect me to be okay with it!"
Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:12 am (UTC)He opened them gain, though, when Heero spoke at last. "I can't use words," Wing's pilot said softly, sadly. "But even if I could make words that shape how I feel, I couldn't make you believe in them. So I'm going to show you, instead." His hand slid behind Duo's head and pulled his braid around, easing the elastic off the end. He draped Duo's hair across his chest and stroked it free of the braid, feeling the heat of the smooth skin under the soft silky hair. "Show you, in a way that you can't make yourself doubt."
"Sh...show me?" Duo stuttered, completely distracted by the gentle caress. The long strands of hair draping over his skin seemed to capture and magnify the heat of Heero's hands, and the room seemed suddenly much too warm.
"I have been reexamining the events of the past few months," Heero told him int he methodical tone of a soldier. "Now that I knew what to look for, I easily recognize a pattern. You have been neglecting yourself in order to pay attention to me." His fingers trailed along Duo's side, coming to rest just below his ribcage. Duo caught his breath, and Heero felt the twitch under his hand. "Since we became lovers, I can clearly recall at least seventeen different occasions on which you were so intent on giving me pleasure that you did not yourself achieve climax."
Duo blanched. "You... I didn't think you'd noticed!"
"I hadn't," Heero admitted, and his voice had lost the clinical detachment. "An oversight on my part, which I plan to correct."
A sinking feeling invaded Duo's stomach; he got the distinct feeling that he was in trouble. But he couldn't stop himself from asking, "Correct how?"
The smirk that passed over Heero's face could be described only as pure mischief. "I intend to make up for the seventeen missed occasions tonight."
"ALL of them?" Duo yelped, suddenly panicked. "Heero, you've gotta be out of your fuckin' mind!"
"No, but by the time I'm finished, you may be." Smirking evilly, Heero moved his hand down to Duo's groin and firmly stroked along his arousal.
Duo's eyes squeezed shut as his back arched up off the bed. "Damn it, Heero... ahhhh... this isn't funny!"
"It's not meant to be," Heero said; delighted by the response, he repeated the motion, and Duo's hands jangled against the cuffs.
"I'm... nnggh!... I'm serious about this, Heero! Ya can't just... tie me to the bed without askin' and expect me to be okay with it!"
Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:12 am (UTC)Heero sighed, and released Duo's erection to lay his hand once again on Duo's chest, over his heart. He could feel it against against his palm, wild and fluttering. Duo's eyes slitted open, and Heero stared into them intently as he spoke. "Duo," he said seriously. "This is something I want to do. But if you're really not okay with it, then I won't. I know you never lie. If you can tell me straight out that you're not enjoying this --" he moved his hand, and brushed against a nipple; Duo gasped and squirmed "-- at all, then I'll undo the cuffs and we'll stop right now."
A moment of silence, and then, "Fuck!" Furious at himself, Duo thrashed against the sheets.
Heero breathed a small sigh of relief, and the smile returned full force. "Not yet, koi," he promised. "Now, stop struggling. You'll need to save your strength."
Shifting position, so that he knelt on the bed next to Duo, he placed both hands on Duo's chest and leaned down to claim his mouth for a long, sensual kiss. Duo was panting by the time Heero let up, and beads of sweat were breaking out on his skin. Heero dipped his head to taste one, trickling down his neck, and licked his lips as he raised his smoldering eyes back to Duo's glazed amethyst ones. "I mean to taste all of you... claim you, take you, and make you mine," he purred. "And I also mean to ride you, and to burn it into your mind that I'm here, that I love you, and that I'm not going to leave you. Ever."
He was so beautiful, with that hunger so plain on his face, that Duo's heart nearly stopped. Without thinking, he tried to reach out towards the vision before him, but once again was stopped short by the handcuffs. "But, Heero," he panted, distressed by the inability to touch his lover. "You won't be able to..."
"Baka." Heero swiped his tongue over Duo's nipple, causing the boy to shiver deliciously. "Don't you think I'll enjoy giving you pleasure, like you've been doing for me all this time? Or... do I have more to pay you back for than I'd expected?"
"No!" Duo exclaimed, a convulsive shudder rippling through his frame. Heero smirked and began kissing his way down Duo's chest, across his belly and on to his ultimate target.
Duo groaned, and shut his eyes tight as Heero worked his way down Duo's body. His eyes flew open, though, as he felt the soft, agile tongue run down his length, and almost without conscious volition he raised his head to see. The sight of Heero, dark hair tousled as he bent his head to take Duo's cock in his mouth, was too much to bear; he banged his head back against the pillow so hard he saw sparks. Waves of sweet fire raced up from his groin, drowning him in a pleasure so intense he nearly cried out with disappointment as Heero released him and moved away. Duo gasped for breath, drawing in great lungfulls of air scented with anise and spice and an intoxicating musk that was Heero.
Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:12 am (UTC)Heero sighed, and released Duo's erection to lay his hand once again on Duo's chest, over his heart. He could feel it against against his palm, wild and fluttering. Duo's eyes slitted open, and Heero stared into them intently as he spoke. "Duo," he said seriously. "This is something I want to do. But if you're really not okay with it, then I won't. I know you never lie. If you can tell me straight out that you're not enjoying this --" he moved his hand, and brushed against a nipple; Duo gasped and squirmed "-- at all, then I'll undo the cuffs and we'll stop right now."
A moment of silence, and then, "Fuck!" Furious at himself, Duo thrashed against the sheets.
Heero breathed a small sigh of relief, and the smile returned full force. "Not yet, koi," he promised. "Now, stop struggling. You'll need to save your strength."
Shifting position, so that he knelt on the bed next to Duo, he placed both hands on Duo's chest and leaned down to claim his mouth for a long, sensual kiss. Duo was panting by the time Heero let up, and beads of sweat were breaking out on his skin. Heero dipped his head to taste one, trickling down his neck, and licked his lips as he raised his smoldering eyes back to Duo's glazed amethyst ones. "I mean to taste all of you... claim you, take you, and make you mine," he purred. "And I also mean to ride you, and to burn it into your mind that I'm here, that I love you, and that I'm not going to leave you. Ever."
He was so beautiful, with that hunger so plain on his face, that Duo's heart nearly stopped. Without thinking, he tried to reach out towards the vision before him, but once again was stopped short by the handcuffs. "But, Heero," he panted, distressed by the inability to touch his lover. "You won't be able to..."
"Baka." Heero swiped his tongue over Duo's nipple, causing the boy to shiver deliciously. "Don't you think I'll enjoy giving you pleasure, like you've been doing for me all this time? Or... do I have more to pay you back for than I'd expected?"
"No!" Duo exclaimed, a convulsive shudder rippling through his frame. Heero smirked and began kissing his way down Duo's chest, across his belly and on to his ultimate target.
Duo groaned, and shut his eyes tight as Heero worked his way down Duo's body. His eyes flew open, though, as he felt the soft, agile tongue run down his length, and almost without conscious volition he raised his head to see. The sight of Heero, dark hair tousled as he bent his head to take Duo's cock in his mouth, was too much to bear; he banged his head back against the pillow so hard he saw sparks. Waves of sweet fire raced up from his groin, drowning him in a pleasure so intense he nearly cried out with disappointment as Heero released him and moved away. Duo gasped for breath, drawing in great lungfulls of air scented with anise and spice and an intoxicating musk that was Heero.
Re: Junk 3
Date: 2006-02-22 08:13 am (UTC)Despite everything, Duo shivered with fear; his hands clenched on the handcuff chain, and his legs twitched spasmodically against their silken bonds. "He... Heero?" he said, and couldn't keep the uncertainty out of his tone.
The intense, hungry look on Heero's face melted easily into a predatory smile. "What's wrong, Duo?" he asked, his voice all silken menace. "Do you feel helpless? Vulnerable, like you've never been before? Completely and utterly exposed, open to someone else for the first time?"
There had been others, before Heero... Duo had not been a virgin in many years, and he'd never felt any shame for his body. But bound this way, legs spread out and arms stretched above his head, left him feeling more naked than he ever had in his life. He bit his lip against the fear, and nodded silently.
"Good." For just an instant, all the coldness of the soldier was back, and Duo shivered. But then Heero's voice and face softened, and he was beautiful and warm once again. "Because that's how I felt, our first night together. It frightened me more than I ever let you see. But I trusted you, to make it good, to make it right. And you did. Now trust me, koi. Trust me to return to favor. I promise I won't ever hurt you."
"Can't," Duo began; his voice cracked, and he had to lick his dry lips and start again. "Can't argue with that," he got out the second time, and the devilsome smile spread across his face again.
"Baka." The word was a scold, an endearment, a promise. Heero pushed himself up and away from Duo's face, setting back on his heels. "No more of your talking, or else I'll gag you."
Heero wasted more time, running his hands down the inside of Duo's thighs and back up again. Duo groaned, and let his head fall limply back against the pillow. Better just to let Heero work, to concentrate on just feeling and save his strength.
It was going to be a long night.