Goodbye LJ...
Feb. 20th, 2006 06:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
windandwaterThis is just to make it official for those who don't know, but I'm leaving LJ completely. For the rest of this week at least. Tomorrow is the Bar Exam and it runs for three days, so don't expect to see me about at all until Thursday night. Or even until the weekend since I plan on spending Thursday after the Bar drunk and crying. No online time for me at all. *whines* It will be hard, but I know I can do it.
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
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Re: Junk 1
Date: 2006-02-22 08:04 am (UTC)Duo's breath caught, and his eyes grew large. Heero couldn't seem to stop smiling, at the endless new delight of discovering his partner's reaction. He leaned in and stole a kiss, and as Duo's grip loosened Heero pulled his arms from around his neck and held them between the two of them. "I love this," he repeated. "I love you."
It was strange, he mused, that those words which had once been so difficult to say came so naturally now. It was this place, he decided; this strange, new, warm place that was so very far away from anything involving war or metal or gunpowder. In this place, he felt like he could say anything, do anything without fear.
In this place, Heero mused, I'm finally human.
A long, shaky sigh drew Heero out of his thoughts, and he opened his eyes just in time to see a flurry of motion as Duo descended on him, pressing his face to the side of Heero's neck, eyes tightly shut. "Me too," he murmured. "I love you, Heero, so much. Always have."
"Always?" Heero said softly. "Even when I was cold to you? I didn't mean to be, Duo. I just didn't know how else to act..."
"Yeah," Duo replied, just as soft. "Yeah, even then. Even when ya stole those parts from my Deathscythe, or that time you punched me out and left me with Trowa. Sometimes I even wished I could stop loving you, but I couldn't do it. Don't think I ever can."
Heero smiled, and shut his eyes. "You always know what to say," he muttered, letting himself drift in the warm quiet. "I never seem to know the right thing."
"S'ok." Duo fell quiet for a moment of peace that stretched endlessly, and then whispered, "I love you so much... if I lost you, I don't know what I..."
"What's that, Duo?" Heero was half-asleep already, and tried to focus.
"It's nothin'." Duo squirmed upwards until he was propped against the pillows, and pulled Heero half across his chest. "You're all that matters."
"Hmm." Heero drifted shortly off into sleep. Duo stayed awake for a time, occasionally stroking his hair.