Goodbye LJ...
Feb. 20th, 2006 06:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
windandwaterThis is just to make it official for those who don't know, but I'm leaving LJ completely. For the rest of this week at least. Tomorrow is the Bar Exam and it runs for three days, so don't expect to see me about at all until Thursday night. Or even until the weekend since I plan on spending Thursday after the Bar drunk and crying. No online time for me at all. *whines* It will be hard, but I know I can do it.
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
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Re: Torn 6
Date: 2006-02-21 11:26 am (UTC)"I understand, Trowa." My voice was too gentle, too calm. Understanding, but not forgiving. "But you know, so much of what I thought I knew was wrong." I raised my eyes from Wufei's still form, to contemplate the blank white wall. My eyes stayed dry, and my voice stayed detached. "Duo was my best friend; he was like an older brother to me. When I left for Earth, he assured me that he would take care of you for me. Did you know that? Heero wasn't the only person that Duo was important to, as I thought that I was not the only person who mattered to you. But now I think I was wrong. I entrusted Duo to you, Trowa, and you failed; I don't know if I can trust you fully again."
He bowed his head and closed his eyes, and the misery washing off him nearly buckled my knees. Still I kept steady and my gaze did not waver as Trowa retreated from the bedside and then from the room, leaving me with the methodic beeping of the heart monitors. What would happen now, between me and Trowa -- I didn't want to think about that, not just now.
Don't think about Trowa. Don't think about Wufei bleeding his life out on the floor. Don't think about Duo with the smoking gun aimed at my head. Don't think about the sin in Heero's eyes. Not just yet. Please, not just yet.