Goodbye LJ...
Feb. 20th, 2006 06:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
windandwaterThis is just to make it official for those who don't know, but I'm leaving LJ completely. For the rest of this week at least. Tomorrow is the Bar Exam and it runs for three days, so don't expect to see me about at all until Thursday night. Or even until the weekend since I plan on spending Thursday after the Bar drunk and crying. No online time for me at all. *whines* It will be hard, but I know I can do it.
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
So, because I'm a total h0r like that, I am declaring this to be a spam post. Go ahead. Run wild! Give me fics, give me links, give me pics, just babble to your heart's content and rape my inbox so I have something to see when I finally DO come back to the wonderful world of LJ. I don't even care if you write me a drabble and post it one word at a time. XD;
Though, I've tried to make a spam post before and it failed a bit miserably, so I don't have very high expectations this time around. Feel free to prove me wrong though!
♥
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Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:00 am (UTC)Duo roused himself slightly, brow creasing in thought. "How long would it take ya to get to Wing from here?" he muttered. "A distraction... like a Gundam attack on one side of the compound, maybe the other one could sneak in during the confusion..."
Distraction, indeed. Heero resettled himself on the bed. "We were not supposed to use our Gundams for this mission," he reminded Duo. "I'm not sure we should reveal their presence here."
"An explosion, then," Duo muttered, and shifted with nervous tension on the sheets. "Something... Heero... I --"
He was losing his focus again. Heero leaned in quickly, putting one hand on Duo's chest. "Ask me to do anything, and I'll do it," he reminded him softly.
Duo nodded, but it looked like most of his attention was elsewhere. "Heero... could you pull the blanket up? It's cold..."
Biting back a growl of frustration, Heero took hold of the covers and drew them up over Duo's bare torso. ::Losing him. Think of a distraction.:: Like what? To hell with it. At least he knew Duo couldn't punch him for it. Heero leaned forward and kissed Duo quite soundly.
He saw Duo's eyes widen, felt his sudden intake of breath, and smiled against Duo's lips. ::Got your attention now, don't I?:: he thought triumphantly. Pleased with the success of his actions, he brought his hands up to touch and caress Duo's chest and shoulders.
Heero moved his mouth down Duo's neck, pausing to nibble at the hollow above his collarbone before descending further to lave Duo's chest with his tongue. Eyes wide and staring at the ceiling, Duo took his breaths in short sharp gasps as Heero's skillful hands and lips brought a heated flush to his skin. One hand slid under the blanket, dancing along his ribs to brush against his nipples, and Duo finally found his voice. "Heero, what are you doing?" he choked out.
"Mmm... I'm not sure, Duo," Heero whispered playfully, lifting his head off of Duo's chest. "But if I had to guess, maybe it was something like... this?" With that, he dropped his mouth to lay a line of kisses along Duo's jaw, sucking lightly at the spot behind his jaw until Duo shivered.
"Heero!" he choked out. "You shouldn't... I don't think... I want... Heero, cut it ou --"
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:00 am (UTC)Heero broke away from the kiss, and pulled back. He nearly laughed at the slightly glazed look in his friend's eyes; stunned, Duo didn't look much like he could move even if his arms had been free. "Were you going to say something?" he asked in a tone of false innocence.
"Say something?" Duo repeated dazedly. He couldn't think of anything he would have wanted to say. That would have required non-lust-fried brain cells, which were in short supply at the moment.
"I didn't think so." Smirking openly now, Heero levered himself off of Duo and pushed himself further down the bed, pulling away the hindering blanket as he moved. He paused for a long moment, looking down on his new lover, and his breath caught in a mouth gone suddenly dry. When Duo had made his feeble joke the day before, about Heero being the type of person who enjoyed tying a lover up, Heero hadn't understood. He couldn't see anything remotely erotic about handcuffs, too reminiscent of prisons and cells.
But now he thought he understood. Duo looked absolutely incredible like this, gorgeously toned body spread out like an offering. His skin was creamy smooth and flawless across his torso and limbs, turning a dusky rouge around the edges. Fingers, palms, the soles of his feet, lips, groin... delicious, every part of him. His to touch, and taste, until he chose to unlock the cuffs and set Duo free.
It was about trust, too, Heero realized with a sudden jolt. Neither one of them would be here, *could* be here if they did not trust each other with their lives. Duo would never have submitted to this, would never have allowed himself to this if he did not trust Heero implicitly. The thought burned in the front of his mind as he settled himself back down on the bed, straddling one of Duo's legs.
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:00 am (UTC)Heero broke away from the kiss, and pulled back. He nearly laughed at the slightly glazed look in his friend's eyes; stunned, Duo didn't look much like he could move even if his arms had been free. "Were you going to say something?" he asked in a tone of false innocence.
"Say something?" Duo repeated dazedly. He couldn't think of anything he would have wanted to say. That would have required non-lust-fried brain cells, which were in short supply at the moment.
"I didn't think so." Smirking openly now, Heero levered himself off of Duo and pushed himself further down the bed, pulling away the hindering blanket as he moved. He paused for a long moment, looking down on his new lover, and his breath caught in a mouth gone suddenly dry. When Duo had made his feeble joke the day before, about Heero being the type of person who enjoyed tying a lover up, Heero hadn't understood. He couldn't see anything remotely erotic about handcuffs, too reminiscent of prisons and cells.
But now he thought he understood. Duo looked absolutely incredible like this, gorgeously toned body spread out like an offering. His skin was creamy smooth and flawless across his torso and limbs, turning a dusky rouge around the edges. Fingers, palms, the soles of his feet, lips, groin... delicious, every part of him. His to touch, and taste, until he chose to unlock the cuffs and set Duo free.
It was about trust, too, Heero realized with a sudden jolt. Neither one of them would be here, *could* be here if they did not trust each other with their lives. Duo would never have submitted to this, would never have allowed himself to this if he did not trust Heero implicitly. The thought burned in the front of his mind as he settled himself back down on the bed, straddling one of Duo's legs.
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:01 am (UTC)All thoughts of coherent language were driven out of Duo's head at that maddening touch, and he settled for a wordless moan that set Heero's blood on fire. His long jeans suddenly trapped far too much heat against his skin, as well as confining his own erection, as he took Duo's cock into his mouth. If Duo couldn't speak, then he couldn't tell Heero to stop, and so he concentrated on driving all but breathless noises out of Duo's mouth.
"Heero..." Duo moaned, and Heero shuddered at the sexy sound of his name falling from Duo's lips in that tone of voice. "Oh, shit, Heero, you're so good... suck me, just like that... more, please..."
All right, so he had underestimated his partner's ability to speak under the most extreme of conditions. Still, a promise was a promise, and Heero happily obliged, opening his mouth a little wider to take as much of Duo as possible down his throat. Slowly, he drew out again, letting Duo nearly fall from his lips before sucking the tip of the cock back into his mouth and going down again. Duo gasped and squirmed, the chains on the handcuffs rattling as his arms strained against the bindings, using the leverage of the chains to thrust upwards into Heero's waiting mouth. Muscles pulled taut and flexed as he strove against the handcuffs, and Heero took a moment to appreciate the view as he awarded his lover another furious suck. "Heero!" he cried, screamed almost, hands yanking at his bonds. "Let me touch you, please! Let me taste you, Heero..."
That put Heero in something of a quandary. He had promised, after all, to do everything, short of letting Duo go. He pulled his mouth off of Duo's length, to a groan of disappointment from Duo, and gave it one last lick before deciding on a solution. Stretching upwards on the bed to cover Duo, he reached his arms outwards until his hands twined with Duo's by the bedposts. It gave him a feeling of excitement, almost fear, as though he were the one bound, and he leaned down to share another kiss with Duo, letting Duo taste of himself and Heero at the same time.
The position lined his body up perfectly with Duo's, leaving Heero breathless as his hard and heated cock rubbed against Duo's. His mind deserting him momentarily, he ground his denim-covered erection against Duo's groin, making the
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:01 am (UTC)A brief wince flashed over Duo's face, and Heero realized that somewhere in Duo's thrashing, his long hair had gotten trapped underneath him and was pulling at his scalp with every move he made. Relucantly extracting his hand from Duo's, he pulled his knees up underneath him to support his weight while leaving his hands free. Duo shivered and moaned as Heero slipped a hand underneath him and pulled up, freeing a little space between his back and the mattress and pulling taut the last of the slack in the handcuffs. With one hand, Heero gathered up Duo's loose, sweat-dampened hair and pulled it out from underneath him, pouring it in a silken waterfall over Duo's chest and stomach.
Heero stopped for a moment, tearing himself away from Duo long enough to shed his jeans and briefs in record time, staring all the while by the beauty of the vision in front of him. With the last obstacle gone, his hunger overpowered him and he scrambled across Duo's body to kneel between his legs. To Duo's moan of disappointment, he ignored Duo's swollen cock this time, bypassing it in favor of a lower target. He paused briefly to fondle Duo's balls, bestowing on them a quick nuzzle and swipe of his tongue, before circling one fingertip around Duo's puckered entrance.
The chains rattled as Duo thrashed, half-shouting as he tried to press against Heero's fingers. "Heero! Please! Oh, fuck..."
Heero growled faintly in irritation. Duo was still talking, this far into the game? Well, he could kill two birds with one stone, then, as he reached up over Duo's splayed body to press his fingers against Duo's kiss-swollen lips. Greedily, Duo swallowed Heero's fingers, nipping gently as he sucked in a way that sent shocks down Heero's arm straight to his groin. When he couldn't stand it any more, he pulled his arm back, and finished the job of thoroughly wetting his fingers with his own saliva. Finally satisfied, he slid one finger into Duo's entrance and began to carefully stretch him. He didn't know if Duo was a virgin or not, and there was no way he was going to take unnecessary chances with his partner's body, no matter how urgently the blood pulsed through his veins.
Duo must have been feeling it too, for he seemed to stretch more easily and
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:01 am (UTC)A brief wince flashed over Duo's face, and Heero realized that somewhere in Duo's thrashing, his long hair had gotten trapped underneath him and was pulling at his scalp with every move he made. Relucantly extracting his hand from Duo's, he pulled his knees up underneath him to support his weight while leaving his hands free. Duo shivered and moaned as Heero slipped a hand underneath him and pulled up, freeing a little space between his back and the mattress and pulling taut the last of the slack in the handcuffs. With one hand, Heero gathered up Duo's loose, sweat-dampened hair and pulled it out from underneath him, pouring it in a silken waterfall over Duo's chest and stomach.
Heero stopped for a moment, tearing himself away from Duo long enough to shed his jeans and briefs in record time, staring all the while by the beauty of the vision in front of him. With the last obstacle gone, his hunger overpowered him and he scrambled across Duo's body to kneel between his legs. To Duo's moan of disappointment, he ignored Duo's swollen cock this time, bypassing it in favor of a lower target. He paused briefly to fondle Duo's balls, bestowing on them a quick nuzzle and swipe of his tongue, before circling one fingertip around Duo's puckered entrance.
The chains rattled as Duo thrashed, half-shouting as he tried to press against Heero's fingers. "Heero! Please! Oh, fuck..."
Heero growled faintly in irritation. Duo was still talking, this far into the game? Well, he could kill two birds with one stone, then, as he reached up over Duo's splayed body to press his fingers against Duo's kiss-swollen lips. Greedily, Duo swallowed Heero's fingers, nipping gently as he sucked in a way that sent shocks down Heero's arm straight to his groin. When he couldn't stand it any more, he pulled his arm back, and finished the job of thoroughly wetting his fingers with his own saliva. Finally satisfied, he slid one finger into Duo's entrance and began to carefully stretch him. He didn't know if Duo was a virgin or not, and there was no way he was going to take unnecessary chances with his partner's body, no matter how urgently the blood pulsed through his veins.
Duo must have been feeling it too, for he seemed to stretch more easily and
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:01 am (UTC)"Ahh... HEERO!" Duo screamed, restraint lost in his all-consuming need. "What are you waiting for, orders from J? FUCK ME ALREADY!"
A direct request. Damn. Not that he really minded. But what to use for lubrication? Spit wouldn't do it, not completely enough. Semen would work, but he wanted to come inside Duo and didn't want to wait for Duo to be ready again. Inspiration struck through, or perhaps thanks to, the lust-filled haze, and he fumbled on the nightstand for the bottle of cheap hand lotion that the apartment's last occupant had left behind. Hand closing on the plastic casing, he squeezed hard and was rewarded with a handful of slippery lotion. It smelled like harsh soap and salt, and Heero knew in a flash of clarity that he'd never again be able to use restroom soap without getting hard. Biting his lip to stave off a climax which hovered dangerously near, he slathered his handful of lube over his aching erection. The extra stimulation was more than he could handle, and primal reflexes took over as he rose up and drove into Duo's open, waiting body.
Duo didn't bother waiting to adjust, gripping the bedposts for leverage as he slammed upwards against Heero's invading cock. That one motion nearly brought Heero to completion, and he grabbed hold of Duo's hips to hold him still while he fought for control over himself. When he thought he could move again, he pulled out slightly and thrust in again, still holding Duo's hips in place, slippery fingers digging into his lover's buttocks.
He quickly found a rhythm, deep and urgent, tilting Duo's hips in his hand until he found that place that would make Duo see stars. When Duo's explosive gasp told him he'd found it, he aimed for that spot with every thrust. It thrilled him, to direct both their pleasure, knowing that Duo had surrendered total control to him. His breath came in harsh pants, sweat glowing off his skin and trickling down with the heat and
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:01 am (UTC)Heero felt Duo's come drench over his belly and chest, and saw his own vision start to go white as Duo's satiny muscles clenched around him. He thrust twice more into that soft, unbelievably welcoming heat before his own control snapped and he filled Duo's passageway with his seed.
At last, drained in more ways than one, he slumped down on top of Duo, still buried deep inside him. His skin pressed against Duo's, with the curtain of his silken hair the only thing separating them. Duo was lying with his eyes closed, breathing deeply in total post-coital bliss, every muscle loose and relaxed. Heero lay contentedly inside him, his body still humming with sex and wonder.
Duo stirred first, blowing irritably at a strand of sweat-soaked hair that was stuck irritatingly to his face. Opening his eyes, he smiled muzzily at Heero, and then his expression slid towards annoyance. "Oh, no," he groaned, tilting his head far enough enough to glance down his body to the mess of hair that was stuck between them. "Please don't tell me I got it on my hair, too," he grumbled.
Heero kissed the side of his jaw that was nearest. "Then I won't tell you," he said dryly.
"Aw, shit!" Duo groused, letting his eyes fall shut again. "That's going to take forever to brush out, and in this apartment's crappy little shower stall? I can't even get a decent shower! My hair's not going to be clean for days..."
Heero just stared at him, until Duo felt the weight of his stare and opened his eyes again. "What?" he demanded.
"Your hair?" Heero repeated. "Is that all you can talk about?"
Duo blushed sunburn red. "Um. What else would I talk about?" he stalled.
A knowing smirk began to spread across Heero's face. "Well, for one thing," he said, reaching up to tug lightly at Duo's still-bound wrist, "the fact that you're not having a panic attack right now?"
Duo's eyes widened comically, and his mouth opened and closed several times. He looked like a carp, and Heero had to stifle a bite of hysterical laughter. My foolish koi, he thought, as he braced his hands on either side of Duo's chest and began to ease out of his partner -- lover. Duo winced slightly, but quickly relaxed again. "I... I completely forgot about it," he stammered.
"Forgot?" Heero asked. "Then I would call this a unquestionably successful
Re: Ties that Bind
Date: 2006-02-21 05:02 am (UTC)Duo leered wickedly. "I'd call it something a lot shorter. Like a damn good fuck, for starters."
"That too." Heero turned on the bed, breathing in the smell of sex and Duo as he undid the latches and freed Duo's ankles. As Duo scooted upwards on the bed, moving into a sitting position, Heero moved up and released his wrists, as well. It could have been his imagination, but he thought he detected a faint look of disappointment on Duo's face as he sat up and rubbed at his chafed wrists. "We will try again later, but with any luck, on the next mission, handcuffs will not inspire such fear in you."
"With any luck?" Duo blushed. "Great, so now I just have to explain to the Oz guards why clapping me in irons is giving me a hard-on. The poor goons will need therapy." He shook his head, chuckling ruefully. "Therapy. God..."
"You seemed to enjoy this 'therapy' well enough," Heero remarked dryly, collecting the handcuffs and setting them back in their cases. He noted the mess on the sheets, a mixture of sweat and semen and the hand lotion that had burst from the broken bottle, and decided that laundry was the second priority. Showers were first.
"Fuck yeah!" Duo bounced up from the bed, wincing only slightly at the soreness radiating from his rear. "Tell you what, Heero -- next safehouse we get, it can be your turn for therapy." At Heero's withering glance, he added persuasively, "After all, Heero, you go on the same missions as me. There's the same dangers involved. Think of it as training!"
"Hm." Heero could have flatly disproved such specious arguments. He could have pointed out that Duo, not he, was the one with the phobia. He could have reminded Duo of his own training, which was extensive enough to remove all possibilities of such phobias. He could have pointed out that his self-discipline was much better than Duo's. He could have mentioned the little fact that steel cuffs had no chance of holding him, anyway.
He could have... but for some reason, he didn't.
~owari~