Emo emo go away...

When I woke up, I hated the whole world. Okay, hated is a strong word. I felt severely dispassionate. And now that has petered out and I just feel kinda apathetic and... nihilistic. Wait. That's not the right word either. Maybe ennui is better. I don't know.

I had some chocolate, but it didn't help. Maybe it's the weather. It's hot out (yay air conditioning) and that means I can't bake, and I have a box of brownie mix in the cupboard. Maybe it's just going through another one of my downswings. I'm going to hate the rest of summer, I think. I don't wanna study. Again.

... I really really need to stop doing this to myself.

I might spam tonight, if I can pull out of my funk. I know I was tagged for memes that I haven't done yet, and I want to try and write about happy things. And... I know I owe alot of people drabbles. I fail at timeliness.


EDIT...


I need to fix my mood theme and post fics to my ficjournal, too.

My neighbors FAIL

They... they... I THINK THEY SHUT OFF THEIR WIRELESS. I lost my piggybacked connection around 7 or 8, and I haven't been able to connect a wireless network since then. T____T NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~! It isn't even showing up on the connections available list! YOU STINGY BASTARDS SHARE THE WEALTH.

*shakes fist at*

Now I'm on... I'm on the AOL dial-up. *weeps* 28.8! This is... it's BARBARIC. This is demon weekend on CFUD! I wanted to see Naruto go Four Tails Sora turn into AntiSora Yuusuke be cool what happened! And how am I supposed to get new porn from 4chan?!

WIRELESS COME BACK TO MEEEEEEEEEEEE~!