windandwater: (ZERO System)
I never thought I would be HAPPY that this happened, but if it means not having to deal with it during the Bar Exam, it's alright with me.

*STABS OVARIES*

Gonna curl up now for a bit before I go back to studying.
windandwater: (random by linbot)
I have apparently reached the anxiousness, insomnia, nervousness, and lost appetite portion of my bar review studies. I've got a week to keep studying and... and... and I'm actually waiting for the "nausea and vomiting" part of this experience, which will no doubt occur soon. And, to top it all off, I think I'm fucking going to have my period soon. Probably during the Bar Exam, since my body hates me like that. I'm getting lower back pains and food cravings and I'm cranky.

*mutters to self and wanders away*

Someone rec me some Harry/Draco/Harry fics. Good ones. With smut and happiness. Okay, I know there's not much of the happiness, but smut is there. Gimme. I need to not think about torts and criminal procedure.
windandwater: (Mistress Sera)
AOL is still managing to be a pain, but it seems that I can get on for short periods of time. Don't expect to see me about though. x___X I'll probably just be checking email and LJ mostly. Though, if I keep Blue Screening of Death, I might actually take Solo in to be fixed or at least looked at.

Also, it's Crunch Time. I have about two and a half weeks until the Bar Exam. I'm going to be studying INTENSELY for this whole time (yes, weekends, too) so I'm probably going to be braindead and stressed out like you wouldn't believe.

If you love me, start sacrificing the babies n00bs Mary Sues virgins fat shouta ukes anything you feel like sacrificing and praying that I pass the Bar. Oh, and the MPRE in August, too.

T____T Please, think of teh Seras.
windandwater: (ORO?! / anime_babygirl)
You know what?

I had a PLAN for this evening.

I was going to come home from Bar Bri, check my e-mail for abit, take a nap, wake up from that nap, have my BBQ leftovers for dinner, then nicely relax online by spamming LJ, anonymously heckling at CFUD, dabbling on Gaia, and writing some nice panty!Heero fic for [livejournal.com profile] ponderosa121 and [livejournal.com profile] merith.

I made it to the BBQ dinner before everything went to hell.

AOL has been acting bitchy (don't say anything, I know, I know, AOL suxx0rs, but I'm not paying for it XP) because I'm running AOL 8.0. I downgraded to 8.0 after that whole debacle with 9.0SE totally killing the WIndows firewalls and stuff like that. Hell, even the AOL people said to switch BACK to a more stable version. So I did. And AOL 8.0 works quite well, thanks. Anyway, after awhile, updates and stuff start automatically downloading to older versions of AOL, to try and get it caught up to the newest version. Usually when a download like that finishes, my AOL freezes up and I get kicked offline and have to restart AOL. Not too bad.

But I've been freezing and have to restart at least ONCE every HOUR. I was getting pissed off. And when AOL freezes and I'm running a bunch of other stuff (like AIM, Firefox, etc.) then my Solo is liable to freeze up, too, because of the memory demand. x___X Solo froze TWICE last night and I had to shut off and restart.

Tonight, I finally snapped after being dropped practically whenever I wanted to heckle comment in a meaningful fashion. I dug out my copy of 9.0 Optimized (that I stole appropriated from [livejournal.com profile] _faolan_ and finally installed it. And I switched my dial up numbers, too.

Hopefully this fixes everything... at least for a bit. I think I'll still take a stab at the panty!Heero, since getting pissy raises my blood pressure and wakes me up.

the rest of the day, and maybe plans for tomorrow )
windandwater: (Mistress Sera)
=____=;;

Yeah. That codeine still remains very strong and me sleeping like the dead was not just a fluke. Except this time, I didn't "wake up" until 4pm. On the plus side, I'm not as woobly and woozy as I was yesterday. I still am, a bit, and it's still hard to keep focused on stuff. Had weird dreams again, about people I know.

Me, [livejournal.com profile] aoi, [livejournal.com profile] _faolan_ and [livejournal.com profile] mikkeneko were in some sort of cafe, that reminded me of Starbuck's. Maybe it was Starbuck's, but they had more desserts than coffee. We were all picking desserts to eat, and I told Mikke that we could split a slice of chocolate cake (the monster chocolate cake that I buy that comes from Safeway -- why it was in Starbuck's, I'll never know). Anyway, Mikke said she didn't want that cake because she didn't like it. And I was upset and had to look for more desserts for myself. I decided on the cake anyway, and the girl behind the counter took it out, but it was all melty and not-very-visually-appealing. I complained, and the girl tried to get the melty frosting back on the cake. Then I dreamt other stuff I don't remember.

Yeah, my dreams are stupid. Don't remind me.

And now, everyone is away at AX for the holiday weekend, or with their families or something. T__T I will not be lonely. I won't. I'm giving up AX so that I can focus on the Bar Exam and I'll pass. It's a sacrifice.

*whimpers*

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