... ARGH!

[windandwater]

FUCK!



It seems that Monday has spilled over into today. *snarl* I woke up hella late again, because I've been sleeping poorly and waking up all the time again. It figures that when I'm actually tired I can't manage to get any decent sleep!

Also, since I spent all of yesterday freaking out over my resumes and shit for PI/PS Day, I was totally not paying attention in my classes. Plus, seeing my life boiled down to one sheet of fancy paper (two if you count the cover letter) really makes me want to cry. There's absolutely nothing there for me to be eye-catching to prospective employers. Jeezus! I'm going to be working for 40 hours a week for 10 weeks... FOR FREE! Just fucking hire me already so I can get some legal experience! It's like trying to be a waiter in LA. You have to have two years of prior experience before you can apply, but how are you supposed to get that when no one wants to hire you?!

*thudthudthud*

Plus, when I turned in my paperwork (after fighting damn near everyone in the top comp lab for the printer, and after breaking the printer in the bottom comp lab), the lady there looked at them and asked: "Oh. You're only applying for three?"

No, godammit, I wanted to apply for more, but I ran out of time, and I can't bullshit properly in a cover letter and the only reason I'm doing this is because I need the goddamn experience! I don't even want to do public interest law in the first place but I don't have a choice!

Also, I didn't do my Constitutional Law reading yesterday, so I had to drag that hella heavy book home with me. And back to school. I sorta collapsed after I got home last night and cheered myself up by chatting with friends. Made me feel better. Hell on my studying though. So I ended up lugging that sonuvabitch book back to school with me and read on the BART.

So, instead of the daily nap that my body's used to getting, I got motion sickness, horribly confused about what I was reading, and I lost one of my good highlighters. Oh, and my CD player is running out of batteries, too.

At least the BART wasn't late. If it was, I would've screamed.

So I just spent an hour and a half in a class I wasn't prepared for, excrutiatingly tired and not understanding one word of the professor's lecture. I ended up spacing out and abusing the ISP hookups instead. I did take some notes... we're just talking about the limits on the Supreme Court in hearing cases, and I sorta understand that stuff, so I hope it'll be okay.

Now I have to do my readings for Property, because I NEED to catch up somewhere because I've got CART Lexis-Nexis training tonight at 5PM, and there's a make up class for Civil Procedure Thursday during lunch, and we've got a Memo of Law due by Friday and I haven't even LOOKED at the prompt yet.

Things to Do:

-- call parents
-- go to Bank
-- grocery shopping
-- laundry
-- clean/organize room
-- balance checkbook
-- search through online listings for more internships
-- STUDY
-- sleep
-- try to eat more than twice a day
-- check to see if I need to renew FAFSA again
-- possibly write something
-- research the places I applied to more, so that I know what I say if I'm even CONSIDERED for an interview
-- research scholarship/grant opportunities so I don't starve over the summer, since I'm not going to be PAID for my slave labor

I'm going away now.

Comments

[askerian]

*hugglesqueeze* ;__;

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

*nuzzlecuddlepurr*

[karaboo1x2.livejournal.com]

Ooo, Lexis-Nexis. I remember using that. *grr*

Good luck on your busy schedule. I'm sure you'll pull through just fine. ^_^

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

o_O* You've used Lexis before? Isn't it so addictively evil? And horribly expensive? And thanks for the words of support!

[kochou.livejournal.com]

::huggle::

It's ok, sweetheart. It's going to be alright. ::squeeze!!!::

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

*hug* That's what they always say... *sigh*

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[kochou.livejournal.com]

But you know it will! C'mon Hi-chan you're stronger than that. You're an Aries. We never give in. ^_^

[skyblueandblack.livejournal.com]

:::hugs::: You're sleeping poorly because of stress, y'know. Um... try either some warm milk or chamomile tea before you go to bed. And try not to stress so much! :::more hugs:::

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

Stress? Get rid of my STRESS?!

... and we have no tea. I told you this already.

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[skyblueandblack.livejournal.com]

I know you have no tea. That's why I said you should pick some up. I wrote this before you came online. :p

And I didn't say get rid of your stress; I know that's impossible. I said try not to stress so much.

Sheesh! Don't stress so much! ^_~