today

[windandwater]

-- cold --

it was freakin' cold today. well, it still is. really cold. it looks like i have to bu mself another comforter when i go out grocery shopping this weekend. uh... no, not at the grocery store. i don't think you can buy comforters in the grocery store. ooh... maybe i can buy an electric blanket... :::drools at the thought of toasty warmth with the flip of a switch:::

-- money --

urgh... i nearly forgot that i have to put down my deposit for BarBri tomorrow. >_< it's a Bar Review course. yeah, i know, i'm a 1L... but everyone pre-registers in the first year to lock in the price of the course. if i don't the price jumps up a couple hundred bucks. as it is, i have to put $75 down and the total price is $1000-something. but we get all the books and things, which is nice. there are even loans to help pay for the Bar... i don't wanna think about that.

have a shiny new BART ticket, though. damn machine wouldn't accept my credit card so i had to pull it out of checking. >_< i've been spending too much (damn, crack *is* cheaper that doujinshi). need to call Der Fuerher and see if he'll put cash in my account.

-- mediocre --

we got our civil procedure midterms back today. the highest grade was 80 (the test was out of 100) and the lowest score was 40. lovely curve, ne? i was smack-dab in the middle with an amazingly average 60. that's a C. i feel so stupid. i'm scared of getting my criminal law midterm back. i'm just glad we get that 30 points for writing out exam number down right. at least i've got 30 points.

-- writing --

you know what? i don't give a damn if i curse, or use improper sentence structure, or don't write properly here. it's *MY* LJ, dammit, and i'll do as i please. so what if i'm too lazy to type properly? is it really a reflection of what my thought-processes are like? maybe in *my* head everyone uses lowercase. so fuck you all.

-- twitch --

i've discovered that i have developed a twitch in my left eye. no, seriously. i'll be studying, when i suddenly feel the muscles in my left eyebrow sort of seize up and then my left eye closes and opens. a twitch. i've got a fricken' *TWITCH*. i didn't think i'd actually develop a twitch. i guess i might have that heart attack by the time i'm 25 after all.

after some thinking, i've narrowed the cause down to these possibilities:

1) stress -- big freaking DUH. of course i'm stressed. i'm stressed and paranoid and i worry too much. lots of things are caused by stress... like heart attacks, and strokes, and freak epilepsy (okay, maybe not that last... Pokemon causes that).

2) eye strain -- yet another big freaking DUH. i study some 75+ hours a week, staring at the litte little text in these big big text books. and when i'm not doing *that*, i'm staring at a computer screen. my eyes are shit.

3) glasses -- this is related to "eye strain." i'm blind without my glasses, or as good as. maybe i just haven't adjusted to my new prescription yet. maybe.

4) fate -- sucks. maybe i'm just supposed to have a twitch. why do i always feel like someone up there is laughing at me? i'm not that amusing a person. cable's better. most of the time.

-- Muses --

they're pissy little boys. what can i say?

-- time --

have none. but for some reason i managed to be online a whole lot of the time. i'm so dull. it's a good thing that i'm easily amused.