and to be even MORE insane...

[windandwater]

if you really wanna know what i was going through for these fics, here's the soundtrack. considering the music war going on, these songs really capture what's happening between Heero and Duo.

note: all NIN songs are Heero's POV. all Garbage songs are Duo's POV. oh, i'll just write it down. and yes, they're in the order you should listen to them.

-- Walking Away Series Soundtrack --

1) "#1 Crush," Garbage -- Duo's rather... obsessive love for Heero
2) "Sick Cycle Carousel," Lifehouse -- Duo begins to realize that their relationship is going bad
3) "Mr. Self Destruct," Nine Inch Nails -- Heero's VERY obsessive love for Duo
4) "Closer," NIN -- Heero's sex song
5) "Boomerang Bang," Lauren Christy -- Duo's feelings about Heero "using" him
6) "Enough is Never Enough," Garbage -- Heero cheats on Duo, and Duo wonders why he wasn't enough
7) "I Want What I Want," Lauren Christy -- Duo figures out what went wrong
8) "Adrienne," The Calling -- Duo makes the decision to leave
9) "Only Happy When It Rains," Garbage -- the beginning of the fights

-- This is where Better This Way happens --

10) "Ex-Girlfriend," No Doubt -- Duo trying to start a new life
11) "Perfect Drug," NIN -- Heero falling apart without Duo... and deciding to hunt him down

-- This is where One More Time happens --

12) "Sleep Together," Garbage -- THE FIGHT Part 2... in Duo's new apartment after Heero finds him again
13) "Underneath It All," No Doubt -- the Love between 1+2, that underneath it all, they still want each other
14) "Walking Away," Craig David -- Duo refuses Heero again and walks away
15) "Slipping Away," NIN -- Heero comes to terms with Duo leaving him
16) "Stupid Girl," Garbage -- Duo's thoughts on losing everything
17) "Something I Could Never Have," NIN -- the end of the series, with Heero and Duo both walking away