*emerges from the depths of nowhere*

[windandwater]

I wanted to say THANK YOU TO merith!! ♥ I got your Christmas card! It's so great!

*glomphugs*

Makes me feel all self-conscious, since I'm not sending out cards this year. :x Or like, ever. Because I suck like that.

Comments

[merith.livejournal.com]

it's all good. :) glad you got it, though!

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

*smooches*

It's amazing! I want to stare at the picture all day or something. ^^

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

Sorry to post this here, but it's a cornucopia of Repliku!

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

No worries. ♥ Thanks for linking me. :3 Even if I don't plan on changing Ri's (or my) icons any time soon.

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

Awww, ok :3

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

OMG FUCKING AIM. Anyways.

"Uhm, No. It was never about teaching. Sora's actually been feeling very insecure since having sex with Ri, but it's because he wants to be good enough. He also wants to... have more friends, and Saix's charm was alluring -- he's a big, powerful guy that seems to really like him, so Sora would like to be his friend. He feels proud that a naga really likes him and doesn't wanna eat him."

I am going to get ready to go to get supplies. AIM better work by then.

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

*beats AIM to death for you* DDDDDDDDDDDX

Anyway, I was gonna add that Ri has always been afraid that Riku and Sora would 'leave him behind' once they started having a sexual relationship with each other. Like... he'd become totally unneeded once they bonded together, so Ri's been semi-trying to distance himself from them (i.e. why he joined a frat during college instead of dorming with them). It's just worse in the DR because while Ri would be happy for Riku and Sora being together, he wouldn't approve of Sora leaving him behind and taking up with someone else.

But Ri also knows it's hypocritical of him, so he'll just let Sora do whatever he wants.

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

Yeah, and Sora can understand that. On that strain, even though in a hypothetical sense, Namine and Riku are still "around" in the ether of godmodland, Ri and Sora are my OTP now. That's another reason he's feeling so insecure, because since he shared something so precious with Ri, he feels truly bonded with Ri, and it's overwhelming (kind of like when he snapped at Ri for not "getting" his sappy sentiment the other day) and making him a mess of strong emotions, because it was a huge step.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Ri just thinks that he's been doing everything wrong. :/ They had sex and it was beautiful and amazing and he was so happy. But now everything is going downhill fast and he's starting to think it was a bad thing.

Maybe he's cursed.

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

Well, they haven't really had the chance to have sex again, but I think it would help if they did. It'd show Sora that he's still wanted after being bedded, and is still good enough for Ri, and it would show Ri that Sora loves him, and let him stake his claim and slather his scent all over Sora for the future. And alleviate some stress. And cuddles~

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Well, Ri has actually been trying to abstain. :x He knows Sora has that idea that sex will make Ri leave or something, so he was abstaining to show Sora like... "See nothing has changed! :DD!" They're still live together and sleep together and take care of Sorabug together.

[luscious-sarah.livejournal.com]

Ri and Sora: Making things hard for themselves since 2006.